Monday, March 16, 2009

FUCK WESTERN UNION I'VE BEEN ON HOLD FOR AN HOUR ALREADY

So I got my bed thing.. FINALLY. bwahaha. Anyway. I've been stressing about money but im trying not to because we aren't in the negative.. I'm not in debt.. we just don't have a ton of it, but who at the ages of 18 and 23 does? I know this, yet I still stress. I'm just really scared that I'm going to end up like my mom even though already I've done more with my life then she has (although she has gotten her cna, but I'm on my way to my CMT and plus i graduated highschool and have taken college classes so i've beat her lol)..


Anyway our bed looks nice but I AM getting a comforter.. and probably new drapes or whatever you call them (so it'll match dddduuh).. I have been eyeing some of the comforters for weeks now and I am going to get one tonight, I think. I calculated the moneys and although its not the best time to buy it we are good. Birth control deducted their money 2 weeks ago and I didn't notice so we have a whole 120.00 more then i thought. and i wanna spend it, plus my mom owes me 80... and I'm getting either 1 more check or 1 and 1/2 more checks. I'm not sure lol I'm pretty sure it's just 1. I think I set my last day there to be like that anyway.

I am planning on taking a medication aide class next month. they still have open enrollment but they were kind of rude.. "call back when you have insurance" click. SERIOUSLY. i didnt want to pay all the things im about to pay for before checking if i could still get into the class.. damn.. lol but i got to get malpractice insurance which is 50 bucks, my hs report card which is 2, a letter from the board of nursing saying im a cna (which im sure costs money), and a signature from an employer verifying that i have worked as an aide for the last 6 months (free!!).


galen still hasnt gotten back as to whether i passed the test to get into school. probably wont be april anyway, which is why im taking this other class in the mean time. but if i do get in for april then i wont be taking this class. im pretty sure im going to have to wait until july though.

so yeah. what else. working as a cmt will probably bump my pay up to about 12.00 an hour. and if i stick to 3rd shift and weekends i can make about 14.00 an hour. but cmt jobs are harder to come by.. but right now on career builder two NICE nursing homes are looking for about a total of 5 CMTs. So I know I can find a job. And I mean.. CMTs CAN do okay.. last year a cmt at my work.. she worked monday-friday first shift (no shift diff. at all for that schedule) and all she did was pass meds to patients who 100% took care of themselves and she made 30,000 that year. no.. that isn't a lot.. but for that easy of a job, that normal of a schedule.. that's not bad if you live on your own.

plus i am worried about how i quit my job, i was like i need to leave. and the supervisor gave me the option go or stay pretty much. she told the other aide who left it was patient abandonment and she was going to be a do not rehire (plus she could get into legal trouble, so could i.. unlikely though even though i am worried about it).. she didn't say anything directly to me about patient abandonment even though it would technically apply for me, i don't believe she said it to me, and the other cna was just like bye and left and the supervisor could see i was struggling with the decision for a minute and technically gave me the option. and misty the nurse was in the room as well so im sure that misty will agree with whatever the supervisor says happened over me anyway. but if they don't go to kbn which im sure they wont i'll be okay. people have walked out and gotten a job at a different place before. i got to stop thinking I'm always the unlucky one who is going to get double screwed. im just not that special/important lol. so yeah. hat place will get bought out by another company in 5 years anyway and i can go right back there to working lol oh wells im gonna miss my patients.. im pretty sure i can visit them though...i wasn't fired.. i quit.. so idk why i wouldnt be allowed back on the premises.. idk we'll see

so yup im going to go straighten up, shower and wait for my sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxy man to get home so i can get him to take me out to spend some monay.

PLUS IM HUNGRY ALL I'VE HAD IS WAFFLE HOUSE TODAY!

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